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DION 19TH @hendry's place

2011-02-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

messy room

2011-01-15T23:01:00.003+08:00

cleaning up my room today was a total mess, and its still very messy now though. how to solve the messiness issues? im like damn hungry now shld i have supper?

fun time over time to study

2011-01-08T04:39:00.003+08:00

well i have been back from europe for like 1week and i've totally no mood for school at all, and i totally need to start studying for my finals to push up my GPA by at least 1point? i should aim for more B's instead.. really need help to push up my grades.

new start?

2011-01-01T03:34:00.002+08:00

new year 2011.. a brand new start? or will it be just another day?

day 1 at london

2010-12-19T07:19:00.007+08:00

Arrived at HEATHROW AIRPORT terminal 3 (time check:6am ; tempcheck:-6 degC) , and theres like already so many ppl at the immigration counter. To make matter worst, the baggage door is frozen due to the extreme cold weather causing the unnecessary 50-60mins wait. Met up with harrison at the terminal then we took the PICCADILLY CIRCUS Underground Line starting from HEATHROW station to GREEN PARK station thentransferred to VAUXHALL station, to arrive at the HOTEL. Upon arriving at the hotel,it started snowing really heavily and we decided to seek shelter at the STARBUCKS COFFEE nearby, by the time we came back out, the snow is already couple of inches thick already, hence we went around throwing snowballs at each other,even building a cute little snowman. For lunch, we had it at a restaurant bar called NARS, which serves fantastic mediterranean food and stuff with excellent services. Later at 4pm or so, we decided to head for a shopping district, only to find out that most of them closesat around 6 to 7pm. Then after we had dinner at a bar named SLUG, ordered nachos, potato wedges, battered fish and chips, and of cause we did ordered alcohol, 4J bomb, 4tequila shot going at 10pounds each, cocktails are 2-4-1, B52 @3pounds each, prices are damn cheap. After dinner we walked along the river and we reached the hotel after a 20mins walk.

should i?

2010-12-07T23:48:00.003+08:00

should i even shut this thing down? its like a failed blog

past tense already

2010-11-15T00:26:00.001+08:00

and its all in the past :)

complicated

2010-10-01T04:47:00.003+08:00

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST WAY TO COMPLICATED TO UNDERSTAND TO THE EXTEND I'M FIGURING IT OUT FOR SO LONG

lifes a jigsaw

2010-08-19T17:39:00.003+08:00

totally have no time to blog nowadays work till the early morning and sleeping the morning away is just wat i have been doing so far.. but somehow i think i'm gonna miss nightlife if i were to quit working..it damn fun though..well and i have also concluded that some just cannot be trusted with anything, so somehow i just cant figure wat shld go on next..life use to seems like as easy as playing with jigsaw puzzles, but once you lost a part to the jigsaw puzzle, you would be having hard and difficult time in life, cos you know you will never be able to complete the whole puzzle.. but in life, as a matter of fact, when some part is missing you wont even wanna give a shit to it.

somehow till today.. i still cant figure out how i lost that particular puzzle..i mean there wasent any explanation to it at all..

>gonna have fun at work tonight =)

dead

2010-07-20T03:02:00.003+08:00

this place look so freaking dead siol..
dont really have time to keep this place running i guess..
comming home so late everynight..
gonna start paying attention to my lessons and all..

YLC

2010-06-22T11:55:00.003+08:00

back from YLC, somehow i dont feel like discussing about YLC in any form of way..
onemore thing is, exam is just round the corner.. and the exam anxiety is coming to me once again and tts a horrible feeling..

new job

2010-06-10T01:12:00.001+08:00

working after school for the past few days... met people i nvr even knew existed..
didnt know that ppl can actually buy food and just sit there for hours alone..
quite tiring mopping and sweeping the floor, hated to clean up ppl mess they leave behind after eating..
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but nvm, finally "upgraded" to doing cashier and scooping soop.. job is so much easier, just key in what customers want and repeat order, then collect money.. closing the counter is soo much better then cleaning the stupid table and floor.. hopefully i get to do more counter, rather then floor..
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F&B is a really horrible job.. i cant wait for training period to be over, then ask for more pay XD..
thankfully the people i work with are a bunch of great ppl.. if not i would suffer so much at work..
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breaks' gonna start like next week, then straight after break, it will be the dreadfull common testt period.. gottta start flipping books and in the mean time, try to cram everything i studied into my brain..

tired everyday

2010-05-20T16:02:00.003+08:00

feel so sleepy in class everyday, think it could be the result of often late night out and lack of sleep.. every thursday after lunch break, school is dreadful, and school will feel so draggy WTF.

tut sucks without able to use laptop. fuck

chicken pox ending

2010-05-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

My chicken pox days will soon be over =)
im feeling sooo much better alreadyy..

after Staying at home for soo many days.
decided to head out and watch Ironman 2 with the person i love. =)

watching movie on TV is justt so different from the cinema..

then after, headed to SRJC to watch a concert there, met some familiar faces there..
and amanda gave me a get-well-soon gift.
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black and pink friendship band..

thanks anyway =)

going back to school on the following mondayyy alreadyy.. time flies past soo quickly =((

WTF i got chicken pox?

2010-04-29T22:04:00.003+08:00

day1 with chicken pox.. and im totally not use to being stuck at home, not able to go sch, work and meet friends..

theres still 13 over days before i can start my normal life again.. im so gonna die of boredom everyday..

cravings for SATAY, any kind souls out there?

fug you

2010-04-28T00:44:00.004+08:00

fuck man.. seriously what kind of sister are you.. talking to me this way.. i fucking dont think you have any right to talk to me like this at all..

call me easily aggitated or what.. i just cant swallow down whatever you said.. so NANA AND NANA...

YOU CAN COMMENT SO LOUDLY ON MY FB RELATIONSHIP STATUS.. FUCK.. GET A LIFE

school starts again

2010-04-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

first day of school today, already make me feel theres a need for holiday again.. FTW..haha its horrible i know..

first lesson of the day, already spells it all.. its mentor lesson, and we were only late for 20mins he kpkb.. someone should do something about it man..

not gonna talk about the rest of the day, but i shall skip to the last one, suppose to be a 1610-1800 lesson, tutorial teacher came in and said that hes not gonna teach anything today and he just BShitted alot, and even tried to use scare tatics to have us studying for thermal fluids..haha, shall skip to the last part, HE ended lesson at 1630..LOL

i wish everydays gonna be the same =)

day1 year2 beginning

2010-04-19T00:04:00.004+08:00

wow... school is starting in like 10hours time.. im still in holiday mood..
DAY 1 of YEAR 2.. another 2 more semester of hell time.. not sure how am i suppose to survive year 2..

gotta sleep like real soon .. gonna meet the rest at 9 to have breakfast.. not sure if im even gonna make it.. haha

nights people

long weekend

2010-04-11T23:29:00.004+08:00

had a super hetic weekend..

fri night had a late dinner at bukit timah left at around 2300pm
then cab back bishan to club july, left at around 0200am (sat morning)
then cab back home use FB, Msn and all till 0330am
then head to changi airport to pick up Shux
then went to prata house for early breakfast, left around 0430am
then went home took a shower, carry on using com till 0500am
then slept till 0900am to go for BB
then went ARMY MARKET
then went home around 1800pm
then met sj, dion, kenneth, hanafi and friend to Club 7, left around 0230(sun morning)
then sheesa at usual hangout, till 0500am
then cab back home, slept at 0600am
then woke up at 0800am
then left house at 0830am to pay respect to grandparents
then went back home to pack fishing stuff
then went to BJT to fish, till 2200pm
Now 2337, just finish showering..

timetable sucks

2010-04-09T12:39:00.003+08:00

finally changed blog skin after like such a long time :)
i cant believe sch is starting in 2 weeks, its like damn fast..
though my timetable is pretty amazing
mon - 1010 to 1800
tues - 1010 to 1800
wed - 0900 to 1450
thurs- 1110 to 1600
fri - 0800 to 0950

why cant they spread it out evenly

email spammed

2010-04-06T01:37:00.001+08:00

THERES SO MUCH THINGS TO DO, YET SO LITTLE TIME

THING NUMBER 1:
BEING IN THE ENROLMENT COMMITTEE IS SO KILLER, GOSH.. THERES SO MANY EMAILS TO REPLY TO AND MY INBOX IS SPAMMED WITH SO MUCH OF BB STUFF, AND DATELINES HAVE TO BE FOLLOWED SO CLOSELY..

THING NUMBER 2:
I HAVEN BEEN COLLECTING BB WEEK 2010, PLEASE HELP ME BY OFFERING YOUR HELP, TO DONATE JUST 2 DOLLARS FOR ME, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

THING NUMBER 3:
PROMOTION EXCERCISE HAS JUST ENDED, BUT B4 IT ENDED THERES LIKE SO MANY CALCULATION TO DO AND TO MAKE SURE THE LIST TALLY AND ALL..

DAMN I NEED MORE TIME, TO ENJOY MANXXZ
FOR THIS HOLIDAY, I THINK I FISHED TOO MUCH, PRATICALLY 1 WEEK TWICE.. HARDCORE.
BUT ITS DAMN FUN, NOW THAT EVERYONE HAVE THEIR OWN FISHING EQUIPMENT.. AND OSJ JUST BOUGHT A 12 FOOT ROD, WHICH IS SO UNEXPECTED..

AND THANKS DION, HENDRY, OSJ FOR BUYING ME THAT BAITCASTER FISHING REEL, DAM 2000 REEL.. GOTTA HEAD TO TRAINING GROUND TO GET THE HANG OF IT..TRIED ONCE, AND IT ENDED UP IN A BIG " BIRDS NEST "

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM TYPING IN CAPS.. BUT ITS FEAKING FUN TYPING LIKE THAT. =)

NOTE TO ALL :
CLASH OF THE TITANS IS FULL OF ACTIONS, BUT I GOTTA SAY, ITS A 1HR30MINS MOVIE, AND I DONT UNDERSTAND THE STORYLINE.. MAYBE THERES NO STORYLINE BEHIND IT AFTER ALL..

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ITS 1.48AM AND I STILL HAVEN SHOWERED.. WOW

chalet mood

2010-03-28T12:26:00.004+08:00

just got back from the chalet.. its definately not the best, but theres great people there.. but thanks to the chalet.. somehow im broke.. photos will be up on fb soon i guess.. lol

nostalgic

2010-03-24T00:58:00.003+08:00

TITTLED : NOSTALGIC

everytime its the same.. so each time it happens, the feeling gets more numb, so i wont care about it anymore..

so What if everytime i have myself to blame??
so What if i cant stop thinking that its my fault??
so What if things have to be like this??

huh??

whos gonna stop me from, thinking all this is my fault??
whos gonna stop me from, blamming myself??

ANSWER to all : NO ONE

if only im able to survive alone, on a empty island...
i will be sure, to find on empty island..
and start living in my own world..

but im very sure, i wont be able to do so..
what to do.. life sucks..

DAMN :Life Is All A Big Fat Lie

birthday wish

2010-03-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

FOR this year birthday wants...

A 12 feet baitcaster sea rod, together with a round profile, baitcaster for sea condition
GTA IV for PS3
Street Fighter for PS3
A pair of black Havaianas SLIPPERS with GOLD lettering
A fish eye lense for Canon
Shure headset
Oakley Shades

chalet again

2010-03-21T21:43:00.003+08:00

waiting for next week friday to come, so i wont have to worry about meals everyday anymore..chalet is fast approaching seh.. 1 after another.. shiokness..

anyone free this week?? to make this week happening.. where have everyone gone to?? lol

fishing

2010-03-18T01:11:00.005+08:00

went BJT on 16th march again, with the usual people.. and we managed to land a close to 2kilo Marine Catfish.. (big ass fish )

did nothing much today, woke up in the afternoon and ordered canadian pizza.. 1 for jz and 1 for me..

then after, followed hendry to UBI to buy his fishing rod..

so gonna try our luck again, this week end..

heres a picture of the CATFISH

ctc camp

2010-03-15T14:05:00.004+08:00

just got back from 4Day 3 nights CTC.. all i can say it was super shack and tiring. . .
due to fishing overnight the day before camp.

luckily everything went well smoothly..

damn, im so gnna miss my MUM cooking for 2 weeks...LOL

chance to eat out everyday!! without worring abt going home for 2nd dinner...

tired, hungry now!

headache

2010-03-09T01:03:00.003+08:00

damn, im like having headaches right NOW.. possible cause, last two days exposed to sun, and also late night out.. DIE

fishing again

2010-03-05T01:11:00.005+08:00

hmm, went fishing with jz, hendry, ong sj and rachel.. weather was kinda freaky, sunny one moment and rainy the other moment.. feak show.

anw we managed to get some fishes though.. top catch of the day, a puffer fish caught by ong sj.

and an optopus..

holidays starting

2010-03-04T10:59:00.001+08:00

finally back home from chalet..
long holiday is gonna to start..
damn, need money badly.

chalet madness

2010-03-02T02:38:00.002+08:00

current location, at chalet..

damn, i miss sat night out..

oya, exams finally over.. but who cares.

exams overrrr

2010-02-27T02:10:00.003+08:00

finally, maths and epc down.. left with analouge on monday, and thats it.. shiokness.

after monday 11am...

IT SPELLS " HOLIDAY"

sianz.. this holiday is gonna be boring, "predicted by me"..
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and after EPC today, made a trip down to daddy's factory at JOO KOON..super long train ride down.. had to stand all the way from YCK to JOO KOON..
and JURONG EAST STATION.. makes me feels weird, the moment i steped into it.. LOL..
everythings just seems to fall out of place.. weird!!
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sat morning, down to BBHQ for some shit course.. got to wake up at 7, for breakfast at 8

long day tmr..

mugging for tmr paper

2010-02-25T22:42:00.004+08:00

not sure why, but there seems to be a missing puzzle in my life.. i think i know what is it, but i cannot confirm if that is it, at the moment..

shall stop here for today, EPC paper tmr..

contacts day

2010-02-24T23:17:00.004+08:00

MATHS downn, left with epc then analouge.. cant wait for everything to be over..

then it will be chalet and even more chalet..

MARCH gonna be soo fun..
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todays is DAY 1, jason lee wearing monthly contacts, it dont feel so bad after all ^^
felt weird though, removing the weight of specs off the bridge of the nose, keep having the urge to push my specs into place, but it wasent there..still trying to get use to seeing myself without specs

monkeyy

2010-02-23T22:00:00.004+08:00

i have to totally agree to what my bestie said... luck is really not in the way of those born in the year of MONKEY...

rar rar rar..
fark fark fark..

dear TIME.
please go slower when needed, and go fast when it is needed..
now is the time to go fast.. but when monday comes, go by slowly..

tyvm..

didnt have anything interesting going on the past few days..
either things are bad, or they are the same as before.
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as seen, im super uber bored at the moment..
and there seems to be nothing to do..

if theres any kind soul out there, please dont hesitate to drop me a text or talk to me on msn.. these two forms of my communication, seems to be rather quiet nowadays..

rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar rar
tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk

i need a doctor

2010-02-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

damn, throat hurts super badly.. suspecting etiher sore throat or tonsillitis.. IT HURTS SUPER BADLY

ice for the heart

2010-02-20T05:08:00.006+08:00

never knew that theres even people reading my blog.. .. ..

anw thanks to hendry and jz, thanks for being there. nvr know how things would be, if you guys wasent there.

jz - yea, its not easy to mend a broken heart. perhaps should go "popular" and buy scotch tapes.

amanda - if you are reading this, go ICEKIMO real soon kay. could really use the help of cookies and cream noowww..

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srsly life is just like playing poker: if you go all in, chances are you may just lose everything you have.
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at least, i knew that i prayed real hard. and i finally got an answer, even though it wasent the answer i was looking for

cny coming to an halt

2010-02-17T07:11:00.004+08:00

am up at this time, cos kobe shitted alot this morning, have to clean out his pee-tray and mop the whole living room, like wth..but hes still a cute puppy after all ^^..,gotta brush up on his basic training though.. CNY is coming to an end, but i dont feel anything at all, like no difference.. all i feel is exam stress and smt else..

"CNY pictures up on fb. "

maybe not

2010-02-13T17:25:00.003+08:00

just when i tot i could ask you to be my girlfriend, it all came crumbling down onto me, why are things even like this anw? how did it all happen?

perhaps i could enojoy a good CNY, but when Valentine's Day come into view...i could not bring myself to enjoy both occasion.

"pui" to a good year ahead...screw this shit.

ever since 2009 came to an end, the first morning of 2010 already showed me how terrible is everything...not even a single good thing happen. maybe except for KOBE, everything else is just FTW.

how can something without a good start, even gonna have a good end?

ONE THING, i kinda hate everything of 2010...

btw i wanna say a big thank you to the person who created black label.

everything looks like its being acted out.

at least i tried,

2010-02-11T03:12:00.007+08:00

first thing first!

CNY IS REALLY APPROACHING DAMN FAST. . .s
good to know there AngPows to collect. . .

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now serious business. . .

you really did made my days wonderful before, would it be too much to ask for it again??
(hope not)
though i still cannot figure out, how it all crumbled down onto me. . .with the last message!
somehow, i keep having dejvu on " marche, old dogs, sakae ". . .
( a Referee cant always have the last say. The player ought to have some say in it as well)
(just quoting)
i know that certain facts have to be placed into consideration. . .
why do people say that given enough time, things will fall right into place. . .
but for me, time seems to be always playing with me. . .
"failing to celebrate x'mas with you is already bad enough"
not sure about you, but i still rmb we have plans to celebrate Vday tgt. . .
yet again time is pulling everything apart once more. . .
having to juggle sch work and cca is tough, i know. . .
but perhaps given more time, things could have work out fine. . .

flaws aside. . .
yes, i admit that im indecisive at times. . . but given time, things might change??
maybe i should have myself to blame for that. " changed from f*** to fish isnt easy, but im still willingly to try"

pizza hut

2010-02-06T23:52:00.005+08:00

went UBI in the morning with jz and anson, cabbed thru and back cost 30dollars. . .wtf. . .anson and jz also bought a fishing set, one each. . . then after we went to AMK, cos anson wanted to get a bicycle. . . then after they came to my house to help paint my sister room, like within the hour. . . but that cost us to be late meeting dion at 5pm, turn out that we reach cityhall at 8pm.. (sorry dion).

and we ended up, having dinner at pizzahut Marina Square. . .

cherry blossom pizza sucks

but the rest was super good. . .

late for class..again

2010-02-05T00:33:00.003+08:00

was late for 8am class as usual, and reached school at 9am. . .lunch after at AMK with classmates. . . was called back to WOS to work frm 7pm to closing. . . will be getting just a few dollars after CPF deduction . .. sounds not worth. . .

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living in the past is so much better, is it possible for the past to come back again?? kinda missed it. . .

damn the flu

2010-01-29T23:10:00.004+08:00

DAMN!! im down with flu. . . not gonna let my weekend be ruined by the stupid flu virus. . . used almost the whole box of tissue already. . .this sucks..

avatar

2010-01-28T00:53:00.003+08:00

caught avatar with my sister at AMK hub. . . didnt know it was a 3hrs movie, only after the movie ended at midnight. . .schools at 8am tmr. . .maths tutorial,
NOTE TO SELF: I BETTER NOT BE LATE FOR MATHS TUTORIAL TMR AGAIN!!

i was totally busted for last month bill, mummy said i texted too much while in HK . . .luckily i did not have to fork out the money!!

CNY is coming up next, and that means EXAMS is coming as well. . . gotta start chionging for the last mile, to make up for everything since the start!! << easier said then done>>

PS> i need help with CALCULUS maths, anyone can help me?? please voice out, your help will be very much appreciated. . .

waste of time

2010-01-27T13:50:00.005+08:00

went to sch at 8am, getting ready for a 3hours lesson, only to find out that lesson cut short to 1 hour only, and that elp zhang lesson was cancelled. . . totally waste of time to go school today. . .

shut the hell up

2010-01-27T01:31:00.003+08:00

had thinking skills presentation today. . .and some MF had to ask so many F question that just seems so irrelevant. . .irks me just to have to listen to your question. . .

just got back from late night supper, at KPT.. had the usual kueh chap for usual. . .should not have ordered 2nd bowl of kueh..

** DAMN FULL **

sunset

2010-01-26T01:05:00.004+08:00

(sunset) how i wish i had the chance to enjoy this sunset with you. . .(how nice!)

haha, fat hope. . .

schools at 10am tmr.. and theres presentation tmr. . .i hope im ready for it..

gotta dinner out tmr. . .anyone wanna dinner tmr? bishan vicinity prefered!! ^^

then after gotta head for enrolment 2010 meeting at church !! . . .

super long day tmr !! =(

i2 < 6u

2010-01-25T01:04:00.004+08:00

SIMPLIFY THIS EQUATION!!

i2<6u
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get the answer and see what you get!! lol . . .

forgot where i even saw this.. haha

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spent the whole of sunday at home alone (lunch-less), with KOBE(with a filled stomach) . . .
reason being: miscommunication between the whole family. . .
but it was made up with dinner at SUSHI TEI!!
somehow sushi meals aint the same anymore!

anw schools tmr at 1pm which is a good thing ^^

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PONDERING:
"1)should i?" or
"2)should i not?"
** which option should i choose? **
not very sure, what will either choices leads to. . .
but one thing for sure, either "1" or "2" will be life changing!!
for the best? or for the worst?
no one knows except GOD
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if MCQs for life really do exist.. how well would i fare?
and. . .
if theres a FEEDBACK box for life, would it be nice?
and. . .
if a RESET BUTTON do exist, should i even make use of it??
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thats all
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beware, long post.. if u even read to this point..
u have been a great friend.. lol

too slow

2010-01-23T04:42:00.003+08:00

update for the whole of week:
SCHOOL, HOME and KOBE.. practically spells out everything for this week..

just got back home from slacking with the clique.. eating sunflower seeds under void deck is totally unique.. haha.. and further more, its cheap stuff..

:: though there are some things which i want to achieve, but it just seems so near yet so far, from being done ::

seriously, just when i thought things are turning wonderful again, it just comes tumbling down. . .

somehow taking things slow is good,but taking things too slowly isnt good at all. . .
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"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

marche

2010-01-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

welcome to elmo's world!!
schools super boring nowadays..

misses MARCHE rosti, super badly. . .
anybody interested? lol

KOBE is super super CUTE!! just that he dont really know his name that well yet..

cravings for: icekimo and kueh chap!! =)

clay walker

2010-01-21T09:43:00.003+08:00

ANYONE LISTENS TO CLAY WALKER SONGS??
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you have already, become a need in my life . . . will once more be too much to ask for?

time is ...

2010-01-20T02:21:00.003+08:00

time check 02:21
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dont usually blog at this time, but due to the missing of things to do, so here i am. . .
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presentation in school today, pretty much just BS through the whole thing like we always did and hopefully this time we can scrap through as well . . .
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exams is also nearing as well, not having high hopes for the semetral exams, but i just do not wanna fail anything this time round . . .
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somehow it occur to me that i "lost" quite alot of thing(s) . . . not sure if i could manage to get it back !!
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currently in love with **DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE!!** love their songs
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given another chance, would things be..?
A) same
B) better
C) worst
D) stop dreaming and screw life

** please vote**
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time check 02:34

goodnight world!!
toying with life == retarded

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take a piece of string and let a ball of strings go???

2010-01-19T06:53:00.004+08:00

sometimes life just dont seems fair anymore!
but when you take a closer look, it atcually make sense!
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maybe this is the outcome of my prayer everynight,
but instead, its something i dont wanna hear abt
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point is life is never fair!
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instead try to out live life!
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never easy, but well . . .
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daiso

2010-01-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

wanted to go daiso today to grab a few stuff for kobe, but could not find anything there, wasted trip =( ...and kobe have not taken his last jab yet, so damn sad, could not bring him out.. only have to let him run around my house!!

have a video of kobe on youtube!!

DEDICATED TO KOBE-RED TOY POODLE

2010-01-17T19:52:00.001+08:00

k pool madness

2010-01-17T03:54:00.004+08:00

JUST GOT BACK FROM K POOL, with mak,ivan and xiao fei. . . pool bill was like $52.30, highest bill i ever spent on pool alone!!

cant believe i only ate like 2 meals today, btwn a interval of like 15hrs . . . i can really feel that gastric pain is starting to take action soon. . .

to someone in particualar: shall we meet up again soon??!! drop me a text when u see this!!

>> gotta sleep now!! tmr waking up at 10am to try reach cityhall by 11am. to meet up with comskills grp mates to finish up the presentation!!

>>gonna be home latest 1pm tmr to do spring cleaning around the house!!

>>hopefully will be able to go get a puppy tmr. . . ^^

GOODNIGHT WORLD!!

moody

2010-01-12T23:59:00.003+08:00

cant wait for tmr to just come faster!! not looking forward for school, neither am i looking forward for work tmr night.. but im looking forward to something in particular ^^ finally there something to C_ _ _ _ me up. . .was told not to use the C word.. therefore i sub it for "_" . . .

and to the BROS in class, im fine i guess. . . just feeling slightly moodless this few days..

wtf and i cant believe i lost my appetite today in school today..

hide

2010-01-11T22:28:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. so many thoughts running through my already crammed mind right now!!

best thing to do right now is to.....
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hide from all this!?!!?
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or what else can i even do??!

sometimes when you really wanna help someone badly ,but you just dont know how to help!!
and the feeling of that really sucks alot!!

breakdown

2010-01-11T00:42:00.004+08:00

worst case senerio, serious communication breakdown between me and my parents!! i hope my worst fear will not come into picture!! if its does gonna destroy PLAN-A and execute PLAN-B!!

i should better start loving kaya with bread!

stop crawling

2010-01-04T23:57:00.004+08:00

why does 2010 seems to be crawling so damn slowly?? cant it go just a little faster, then slow down when needed!!

school starts as of 04/01/2010, day 1 lesson freaking boring and worst of all, theres a project that needs to be rushed by next tuesday.. (time is playing tricks again)

so many things/ events in need of planning as of 2010!! birthdays parties! overseas trip with frens! considering having a dog!

squeezing in work, enjoyment, outings, meetings into an already hectic schedule!!

difficult not to think about certain matters, like im not surviving the first week of 2010 very very well.

ps.(have to make a trip to SINGPOST asap by the end of this week!!)
decide on getting salomon XT HAWK or nike LUNARGLIDE..

counting days

2010-01-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

slowly counting down the days to when i can finally end my days of misery!! hope the day will come soon!!! can anyone just fast forward the time!!

ding dang dong

2010-01-01T23:11:00.004+08:00

when the clock strikes 2010!!
it marks day 1 of my misery..
cos, school is starting on monday!
and to make matter worst i have to survive about 9 days without the most important thing in my life!! freaking sad!!

and i badly need to change my phone!! not sure what phone i should get seh!!

nowadays buying 2 sets of clothes is enough to feed a group of 9 at sizzler!!

goodbye-hello

2010-01-01T04:05:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE 2009! and WELCOME 2010!! find that 2009 seems to be damn short to enjoy.. 2009 seems to end in a boomzz!! spend the last morning of the year at sentosa, damn long never enter sentosa already, now they even except ezlink card tap in for the monorail!! wanting to go sentosa to get a tan, but the weather dont seems to coperate at all!! sun is soo weak!!
then for the night, family chalet at costa sands downtown east, food is super nice!! cos everything is prepared by our own people!! met up with daryl and desmond at 2am, which after GC, CG, JP came along.. freaking tired now!! good news is can sleep thru the first day of the year ^^..

log cake

2009-12-28T02:31:00.006+08:00

had christmas LOG CAKE for breakfast!! christmas present from my neighbour!!

bored at work!! so dion decided to give us a better post!! part timer 1st I/C and part timer 2nd I/C.. lol..reason being cause at work, a customer saw that dion was a part timer and im a trainee and that theres only two of us working on the first level.. so she said that our boss was very ok with us working tgt!! and didnt have to worry abt us making mistake!! fact is WE ARE BULLET PROOF!! lao da wont have to worry about anything at all!! hahaha

after work, headed to hendry hse for drinking session, with anson, dion, hendry, me!! jz was suppose to join us but he have attachment tmr!! got bored of drinking and talking, so we played truth or dare on hendry's ITOUCH and anson got the most riddiculus dare, wrap anything around your head and wear it like a hat!! so we got toilet roll and two leaves for him!! lol.. oya and dion had a dare was to call someone in his phone book and tell the person a joke!! and the person kanna by him, was not very happy to hear his joke, cos its 1.50am..

busy december

2009-12-26T00:25:00.003+08:00

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3rd and 4th week of december
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18th - 22nd december..
spent in HK, to celebrate BB 5th company 75th anniversary with BB 37th company, though celebration is only one day.. most of the time at HK, includes SHOPPING, MOUNTAIN CLIMBING and SIGHT SEEING!! shopping is enjoyable but mountain climbing is not!! still cannot figure out why has anniversary got to do with mountain climbing.. pictures up on facebook titled " BB 5th coy- 75th anniversary to HK" and theres 4 parts to it..

and after like 2 weeks plus plus of pause from work, so much has changed!! everythings a mess..
worked on x'mas eve' x'mas day so far.. very very busy everyday!! working Full, Afternoon shift on alternate days..

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sneak preview for 2010!!
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1st Jan 2010, someone is leaving for sheng zhen, and hk for 9 days.. BON VOYAGE!! remember buy gift back!!

then, WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK till..

5th Jan 2010, SCHOOL REOPEN!! so not looking forward to it!!

and tts all for sneak preiview!!

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PS, i wanna buy myself a pair of salomon (trail/ running shoes!!) for belated christmas present..

back frm hk

2009-12-22T21:22:00.004+08:00

5 days in hk pass by so fast!! and now back in singapore.. took like damn alot of photos!! will be posted on FB.. weather is damn cold in hk.. shopping is not as fruitfull as i thought it will be..
gonna start work on thurs, in the mean time tmr going out with my "favourite heater"!! LOL..

oo and coolest thing ever is that i saw HEATHER HENG, and she was taking the same flight as me when im flying to HK, only difference is that she is just transfering to korea!! lol..

grow your own balls

2009-12-17T15:56:00.003+08:00

this post is dedicated to a particular person!!
im sure u will find your own way here!!
i dont give a shit to what you wanna say or stuff.. you are a fucking guy alright, so grow some balls, dont go around asking your friend to tell people what to do.. go tell the person yourself.. stop hiding in your own hole and dare not come out.. i really hate people like you.. and if u got the fucking balls, come tell that to me also.. this shall be the last time, i ever wanna hear you saying that kind of bull shit.. and for your age, you shld start being more mature and grow some brains too.. if not you will always have an empty vessel on your head!! dont give me any more chance to make me wanna talk to you about this topic..( this post has nothing to do with ppl from kcp/nyp)

busy week

2009-12-14T16:31:00.004+08:00

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2nd week of december update!!

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impromto marche dinner at vivo with someone and i was snapping away with my camera at the someone face, which adds up to lots of unglam faces, therefore no pictures was posted, except for the yummy and delicious ROSTI!! which has the most glamourous look compared to the other photos!! dinner of the night consist of rosti and root beer only!!9th december to 13th december was spent at youth camp 2009..really enjoyed there, but due to school and studying for exams this week, i have to leave camp most of the time.. more time was spent out rather then in camp!! next year youth camp will be a greater event with lots of people.. looking forward for youth camp 2010..

sunday mark the last day of youth camp, and also faizul's brother wedding, so met up with ariff, yazid and glen(late as always) to head to his house at tampines..while on my way train-ing to eunos, coincidently bump into my collegue so walked her to work to draaaggg abit of time..then chilled at ariff's house took lots of photos there before heading home!!

camp group(standing: joshua, kester, elvira, jeannette. sitting:adeline, yong cai, jason)

youth camp group name (saa-kull)

at ARIFFS HOUSE!!

study @ esplanade lib

2009-12-07T01:13:00.005+08:00

spent sat morning with ariff, yazid, justin, wei yong, faizul, studying at our favourite library of all times!! couldn't abosrb alot of things due to the freaking cold library cold temp!!

met my family for dinner at orchard central!! the thai food on lvl 7 sux, dont ever go there!!

chillex around there, before heading to Gelyang for bean curd and you tiao!! on the way home, saw an mercedes crash into the pedestrain way!! stupid drunk driver! new car somemore..

BOUGHT AN X-mini 2nd gen!! freaking shiiookk speakers!!

SUNDAY= FULL SHIFT AT WORK.. and A SHOCKING YET TRUE INFORMATION WAS DISCOVERED!! damn random!!

schools at 8 tmr!! hate to see Zhangb first thing in the morning

my new love

2009-12-04T00:40:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging recently cos work is damn damn tiring!! but the tot of pay coming in really feels damn good!! AND MY DAD BOUGHT ME A DSLR FOR XMAS! LOL

recent pictures taken in school

ah dan dragon and ariff
ah dan dragon again

dont ever buy bean curd from south canteen drink stall!

christmas present from my dad!
and an extra lense

counting down to X'mas sucks, cos it means exam is also approaching!! sucks to even think abt it

hate pcb

2009-11-25T23:29:00.006+08:00

first time doing PCB board and electronics compoments!! they shld make resistor color band easier to see or either provide us with magnifying glasses.. the resistor is damn feaking undersized!!

today, "DOG" zhang lesson was cancelled not sure why myself, but it was just cancelled, so ariff drove us to have early lunch at 11am, at the prata shop near my house!! after lunch headed back to school, too some pictures in the car park, while those drivers, exhchanged cars to try, glen drove ariff's van, and daniel tried on glen's mitsubishi!!

then after headed to ltq12 to have our last lecture of the day, which is the MOST NOT meaningful lesson in the entire course!!

lights-camera-action-cut

2009-11-24T23:01:00.005+08:00

why life cannot be something which has NGs, but rather its full of setbacks and unnecessary disputes... which is like FTW!! to make matter worst it usually comes all at once..

(old yet meaningful song chorus!!)
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
See you in a prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

kobx

2009-11-23T00:13:00.004+08:00

first tym singing k with the hendry, dion and anson spent a total of $100.60 for the four of us!!
sang from 2pm - 7pm .. so it should be rather worth it ba!! covered the whole of saturday afternoon singing!! lol... then after hendry and dion, dinnered at j8 cafe cartel..then hendry went to meet his mum.. and then which me, dion, anson saw TWO VERY AMAZING EVENT HAPPENING AT J8..lol

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night out

2009-11-16T10:25:00.005+08:00

was suppose to spend my weekends touching up on my projects but ended up, met up with dion, junzhang, anson and hendry... was suppose to go kbox spend our whole afternoon there. but we ended up playing snooker at champion..then after took 54 from my house area to central cos junzhang need to take some shots of the developments of singapore, then after we walked to have dinner at sushi don opp penisular plaza! foods not ex and the tom yum soup is a must try!! then after we decided to walk to marina square, where along the road there is so many diversion of human traffic!! by the time we reach marina it was already freaking late! so we chilled out a prize sation, cos dion said he wanted to try his luck catching another elmo!! he and hendry spent more then 25 dollars, and caught 2 elmos, and 2 DOMO KUNs..
photographer: jz.. in the tunnel
photographer: dion.. future IR!!
happy owner of the elmo and domokunthis girl was working at prize station and this photo have like close to 400comments in fb!!

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sunday when the clock strikes 5am.. already was up and ready to go malaysis for an one day tour... super short holiday..haha.. and nth much to blog about and there is no photos cos forgotten to bring the cameraa!! #$%@$%

waffle

2009-11-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

went for BB in the morning to settle boys promotion criteria!! then after chilled out at j8 with gerard,chin guan, jerome and gerald...

went home around 3 plus and then waited for dad to come home to take my family out for dinner at some chi car place near to shux church place... and then drove over to suntec for some ice cream waffle...

HAVING A DAMN BAD COUGH AT THE MOMENT COUGHED NONE STOP FOR THE WHOLE DAMN DAY!!

to make matter worst my mum said smt which i dont wish to hear!!

leatherman ;wants

2009-11-05T00:19:00.005+08:00

damn shack this morning, cos the day b4 i started work at 2pm in the afternoon, and i left workplace at around 4.30am, early in the morning!!! luckily morning 8am to 11am lesson was cancelled so i was able to slp in till its 11plus like that, but when i was about to leave the house, it started pouring heavily!! because of that i missed ELP at 11. so slept caught a quick nap while waiting for the damn rain to stop.. went down to school, to meet join the rest for lunch!!

went home after school, to sleep somemore, and woke up 3 hours ago, manage to finish some BB work..

leatherman freestyle c-x!!!

damn CHIO!!

busy

2009-10-30T00:21:00.003+08:00

didnt have to time to blog recently due to work everyday after school !! reaching home around 11 plus near 12 !! haha..

WANT MONEY, DONT WANT LIFE!

hates friday

2009-10-25T12:59:00.003+08:00

fri, was a damn hetic day for me!! woke up at 10am, and left my hse for dion hse to pass him the marinated chicken wings, b4 i head back to school, to meet daniel and his friends for lunch in school, suppose to meet at 11, but ended up, i reached at 12.30, abit wtf but yea! due to long wait for 54 and some screw up!!
went for computer programming lesson after lunch and then the Dr Zhang keep asking me to answer questions! like wtf sia!! and the lesson keeps on going from 1pm till 4pm!
then after, went for EPC and best of all, free practical books!! haha!! and nth intersting happened during the lesson, except that weiyong, zhi yong, and me cannot answer a qn to the diagram! then keep dragging release time! which was not so bad at all! cos lesson was suppose to end at 6pm, but she start releasing people at around 5pm..which is not a good thing at all. cos have to wait for annabelle to end school at 6pm!!
waited for annabelle, headed to j8 to meet up with dion and the rest, to train down to serangoon, hendry place! bbq was suppose to start at 6 but dragged till 7 plus plus b4 the fire was ready! so yea, we spent 50 dollars plus plus alone, to buy beef steak for everyone and thats the main course of the day! bought a bottle of black label shared among 6-8 ppl, sat down drink and talk.. most left b4 last bus, celeste cabbed to jalan kayu, belle cabbed home, minghong cabbed home, hendry went home at 3, taking the lift!! leaving me, isaac,anson, junzhang, dion staying there sitting the whole night talking. slowly, anson, isaac, and dion slept..leaving me and jz to talk! haha
crapped till 6 plus, where we left to take bus for bishan, then we went home respectively..

i reached home at 7 plus, and after shower, my father, tell me that i should go for BB! so i go wear my pt-kit and ate breakfast with my dad and bro, and then, went for BB with no slp.. parade stuff as per normal, but theres recreation, so i joined in to play Basketball haha!! and after parade went for lunch, with mr yam, jerome, john, gerald, nick , chin guan at MANHATTEN FISH MARKET!! and i dont wanna talk abt that!! screw MFM

then went home after lunch and waited for my dad to come home, and then go my aunt place to pick up my sister! and then dinnered at Yishun SAFRA one of the chinese restaurants.. then after dinner, went to meet with dion, to bring a cake to under junzhang block to celebrate his birthday!!

went back home to shower, and then watch some chinese movie on chnl 8 and thn, fell aslp around midnight!

40 HOURS STRAIGHT NEVER SLEEP

a proper holiday plzzz

2009-10-20T21:10:00.005+08:00

I DIDNT HAD A NORMAL/ HAPPY HOLIDAY!!
IS EVERYTHING GONNA BE EVEN MY FAULT FOR WAT HAPPENED?
SO WAT EXACTLY AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?

wats over, i dont wanna bring it up anymore...sorry

acer too many flaws

2009-10-20T19:38:00.003+08:00

finally got back my laptop from Acer, but in a not so working condition, MIKE IS HAVING FAULT AGAIN!

day 2 in school after a long long holiday, but then still in holiday mood.. DAMN!! and late for school even when it starts at 9.. tmr when it starts at 8, confirm late one!!

LEATHERMAN MULTI TOOL ROCKS

thai pub

2009-10-18T04:05:00.003+08:00

just got back home from OASIS, celebrated terrence up comming birthday.. did nth much, except drinking and talking.. opened a bottle of martell at $168.. damn shack now!!

chalet madness

2009-10-16T17:31:00.003+08:00

nth much happening within the week, cycled to malaysia and stayed one night there!! back and sunday, then out to chalet at ARANDA COUNTRY CLUB, till tuesday.. smt happen, and its over!! ;/

pictures for both events at fb.. help yourself!

and for those, its not because of another person!!

timetable out

2009-10-06T18:50:00.003+08:00

timetable for next sem finally released, still having the same old ppl together again!! gonna have a busy week ahead,attending terrence and suxuan birthday tmr morning, then fishing with clique at ECP taunting the night out there!! going away to malayisa, cycling there with BB ppl till sunday..next monday and tuesday chalet at Aranda country club!! whoots!! haha

new blogskin

2009-09-29T23:02:00.003+08:00

found a new blog skin! hopes it makes me wanna blog more often..

damn hungry at the moment now though, haha

2009-09-23T14:15:00.003+08:00

EXAM RESULTS FINALLY OUT

exams ending

2009-09-03T13:17:00.003+08:00

last semestral paper on the 31st of August, like finally!! i hope i can do real well for that last paper cos its 40 marks MCQ!!

Met up with dion, junzhang, ming hong. its like damn long ago since we last met.. first we was not able to decide where to go.. after like 30 mins of disscussion under a block we narrowed down to either marina square or bugis street. we decided to take bus 56 from zion as it can reach both places so as we were halfway there we were still deciding to go to where.. jz had to use the toilet damn badly so we stopped opp united square, for jz to use the toilet.LOL!.. so while waiting for him we went into a bar, decided to drink and eat there. So i ordered Pork Knuckles for my lunch and we deicde to kap a jug of tiger on draft tap..after that we cab over to sin ming Golf Driving Range to play pool.. in the evening yizan and hendry joined us for dinner at chi char opp jz hse..headed to dion house after dinner to play blackjack and mahjong..

the next day, 1st sept.!!

met up with dion, junzhang, yizan, hendry again but this time we went to pasir ris park to fish.. suppose to meet at J8 at 930am.. but was late in meeting them, but then yizan manage to be the last to reach there. even when he stay so near, bought fresh prawns and some drinks from ntuc then we took a cab there..while waiting for the fish to bite we played some card games and enjoying the sun.. after like a couple of hours later the weather starts to turn bad so we headed to a nearby shelter to take cover, just minutes before the weather starts pouring heavily, i manged to catch a good size marine catfish..damn nice!! so at around 5 plus 6 the clique cabbed back to bishan..i stayed on as i have a class chalet at Aloha Loyang.. so i carry on fishing till 730.. then went in to join my class for chalet! but no one in my class know how to degut a fish.. lol.. so we did it in a quite disgusting way.. to hardcore to describe here, shall take the pictures from chee khiong camera to blog here.. taunt the night with jonica and jun rong, watching tv!

day 2 at ALOHA LOYANG.
everyone is just like lazing around in the chalet no one wants to do anything at all in the morning..in the afternoon we went out to the beach, and they didnt stay long at the beach, leaving me, daniel, qing zhen and chang rong fishing..so we waited for yazid and faizul to come from home..and we went back to the chalet.. to put the fishing gear down and headed to E!HUB to check the movie timmings for later on after bbq.. so while we were there we bought abit more things from ntuc for the bbq.. glen joined us for the bbq at night.. and also paid his share what a miracle.. after bbq glen drove us to E!HUB making 2 trips..and we bought 10 tickets for Year One for 11.45pm.. the movie will be more enjoyable if i have not take short nap during the movie!! haha.. went back to chalet and talked abit in the room and then a couple of us fell asleep..

pictures will be up on facebook asap!!

missed a test

2009-08-23T01:34:00.003+08:00

was out with baby in the afternoon, when i received A BAD NEWS CALL from weiyong that both me and him missed a Physics Common test paper last friday!! 14-08-2009!! wtf man, so unexpected..

gotta do real well for the upcoming papers to hopefully cover that paper up!!

blogskin change

2009-08-21T03:07:00.002+08:00

FINALLY GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN FOR MY BLOG!!

With the help of SHUX!!

THANKS SIS!!

acer too many flaws

2009-08-14T11:50:00.002+08:00

DAMIT!!! I HATE ACER COMPUTER!! MY BLOODY LAPTOP CRASH AGAIN!! WTF MAN!!!

sentosa after school

2009-08-06T21:34:00.008+08:00

went out with ME0908 to sentosa ystd.. with a special guest, Francesca from italy.. the clique was suppose to take her for a mini tour at sentosa.! so we brought her there to play some beach volleyball games and frisbee..

took damn alot of group photos and many more candid shots.. plus each of us took a shot each with her.!!

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special guest -Francesca

Ivan and his wonderful dive

group photos!!!

saw this monitor lizard made its way into the water!! wth

went dinnering at SAKAE SUSHI a pity there was no dinner buffet available!!!

no buffet so ordered this to fill up my stomach

surprise gift for Francesca.

had another group photo taken at the top of vivo city!

and played a game called "007-bang" and it will be damn fun without the forfit! lol

and with that the touring ended!!

(more pictures at facebook)

dead dead

2009-08-03T16:32:00.006+08:00

this blog is super dead. haven been blogging regularly due to the fact that there is nothing to blog!!

anws went for class BBQ last friday at ECP after which everyone went home around 11 plus 12.. left only me, ariff, yazid, chee keong and his friend.. went to esplanade and slack the whole night there!!

SAT was a boring day due to my tiredness, went for BB first thing in the morning, and lost like 14 dollars to the GB fortnight !! wth.. then met baby at AMK hub, which ended up catching "HANG OVER"(NC16), nice show.. but my poor brother could not watch it in peace as he is not yet 16 and the person came in the seats area to check his IC.. like WTF>!! waited for daddy and mummy at suntec gloria jeans for like from 630- 830.. then we had dinner tgt at TONY ROMAS.. sent baby home after, then back home myself!

SUNDAY is just another boring day! rotting at grandma's house!

gonna have like lots of tests coming right up.. gonna start rushing.. cant slack anwmore.!!

Class gathering

night out at esplanade

read slowly

2009-07-31T09:56:00.004+08:00

Read Slowly...
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does notcare as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what wedon't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

reset button

2009-07-23T22:44:00.004+08:00

WTF MAN!

I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!!

WHY DOES LIFE DO NOT HAVE A "RESET BUTTON"!!

I WANT TO START ALL OVER AGAIN =[

I WANT A BIG ROUND RED, RESET BUTTON FOR LIFE !!

1000 word essay

2009-07-12T21:13:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging lately due to the fact that last week was all exams and nothing else.. went fresh water fishing with daniel and his fren zhong. didnt manage to make any catch though.. gonna try again next week..on a sadder note, i lost my spoon lure which i make myself.. FUCK!
and we actually walk more then we actually fish..LOL

tmr school starts at 8am.. stupid timming..
and i am halfway through the 1000words essay, finishing the 15 slides presentation.. yay

no more test

2009-07-10T17:22:00.003+08:00

Today marks the last paper for common test!! like finally... but its not an end to torturing lectures!

pass or fail?

2009-07-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

FUCK! I'm like a dead man walking.. tmr is engine mechanics, and yet i know nth for test.. i have no freaking idea what will my CT results will be like!!

how now brown cow

2009-07-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

after such a long break, just the thought of having to go sch tmr SUCKS! and to make matter worse tmr also marks the start of common test. to make it even worse, first paper tmr is MATHEMATICS!

i have no freaking idea how to survive tomorrow, having to take the paper without knowing any thing at all. how. How. How. HOW.

miracle plzz

2009-07-02T23:43:00.003+08:00

TMR I SHALL START ON MY 1000 WORDS essay! and A page worth of report (due tmr) and complete my Sproj1 with weiyong tmr..
i hope everything will be able to be finished by tmr night!

if possible finish preparation for common test!

I NEED A MIRACLE NOW!

e learn sucks

2009-06-30T16:47:00.003+08:00

WHO KNOWS HOW TO DO THE BLOODY E LEARN??!

lousy NYP come out with e learning.. without even giving out clear instructions at all

maybe i shld not even say anything at all!
i have no idea what i am doing at all!
wtf !!!
seems like life have no bloody meaning anymore!
WTF

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2009-06-28T16:45:00.012+08:00

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